I want to share so many things with the world right now but I don't know where to start. My anxiety is getting worse for the last few days because I was at home all the time. This feeling is so annoying. It's like I feel something awful but I don't understand why and I don't know what I'm feeling and I don't know how to stop it. I went to the balcony so I can have some fresh air and I realized that I'm done with being alone. I have dreams and thoughts and I have noone to share. I'm done with imagining someone with me when I'm walking against the wind and feeling like my heart is gonna explode. I have thoughts and feelings that noone knows. Can you imagine you're 22 and nobody around you knows who you really are. Of course you can. You're just like me. On internet we all share who we really are but in our life we don't express anything because we're too afraid that someone's gonna judge. (And they judge you all the time) That's why we spend so much time here because here we really do care about each other. At least that's what I know from my time here. Yes there are times that people bully you like other people in your life but I think we both know that we can share our true feelings online so nobody can see them. I'm gonna do the same. I'm gonna share everything about me so I won't explode while I'm sitting in my room alone. My dreams are falling apart but whatever... I'm gonna share them with you. Even though nobody cares about them. Please be safe out there and don't hurt yourself. I DO care about you.
Love. AS
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